wake up in the morning feeling like p.diddy.

this weekend i have done a lot of thinking. 
like too much. 
enough to wake me up at 4:30 in the morning on a saturday. [wtf??] 
somethings i can’t tell you about. somethings i can. 
i have been thinking for a while now about going back to school for my mba. but i always write it off as not necessary. i think because i am scared to go back to school. but this weekend something clicked. someone told me that i should only go back when i’m ready. so does this mean i am ready?
i think i am over that “i miss undergrad because i wish i could stay out till 2am and drink obsessive amounts of alcohol and not have any responsibilities” phase. 
as known as … i’m grown up. 
have you had this revelation yet??
i feel like it is a big one. kind of like the day you realized santa wasn’t real. the life changing kind.
i feel good about it. 
anyway. wanted to share that with you. 
if you missed my vlogs this weekend go here. you get to see me uncensored. you’re welcome. 

9 Comment

  1. I'm never growing up or going back to school because I had a nightmare about homework last night.

  2. I thinnnnk it's a great idea! Look at you, all grown up.

  3. aah. I have been considering this also. However, I am only 3% ready to take another standardized test every again in my life.

  4. Girl. Life is so horrible right now because I tried to subscribe, but I cannot find it, I blame this new updated disaster. WHY BLOGGER HAS TO CHANGE LIKE FACEBOOK is beyond me. Sorry for the all caps I wasn't yelling at you, just blogger:)

    look at you, grown up.

    I am starting college in the fall STARTING, I'm 27. Whoa.

  5. Well go you! I'm jealous of this revelation of yours. I am still in that "non grown up" phase. I'm only 22, my plan is to start getting more serious about school when I'm 23.
    I hope it all goes well for you. I'm sure you will be great!

    you inspire me to do a vlog, but i am toooo awkward to record myself and act normal.

  6. You should! Well…whenever you're ready!

  7. Do it!! I got my MBA (part time at night while I was working) and no one can take it away from me!

  8. ugh!! i wake up sometimes from thoughts too. that part sucks. anyways, if it's something that you will al ways wonder "what if" they go for it! run towards it 🙂

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